shallow crap

I'm back! It's been three days, and believe it or not, I've meant to do this all of those days. The universe conspired to keep me away. This is actually very theraputic. I see now why people keep journals. I've seen the light! So, I got a raise today! Hooray! Another dollar an hour to the good guys. Now if only I could get benefits life would be complete. I've been very sluggish lately. I think it's allergies. Just thought you should know. Today some guys came to try to talk me into signing a petition for disannexation of our area. One of them was pretty cute, but he was a cowboy, it would never work out. sigh. I spent along time with my cousin today and she was telling me about all the guys that have been coming on to her lately. That didn't really help my ego any. Of course she's skinney and pretty, but still. Maybe she'll send some of the rejects my way. :) Although Ethan was helpful to said ego. We watched America's Next Top Model and he said I should be on it! Love IS Blind! I told him I was not pretty and too fat, and he said that he thinks I'm perfect the way I am. *awww* He's so sweet when he wants to be. I had to let him down any way and tell him I am too old to be a model. Oh well. Maybe he can date a model when he grows up, and it will all come full circle or sumtin. I wish I had some money. I missed too much work, and now I'm strapped for cash. I shall go check my bank account again and make sure something hasn't miraculously appeared there. PEACE OUT!