weight for it!

OH MY GOSH!!! I weighed in this morning, and I've dropped to 189! I've been stuck between 195 and 200 for a while, so I am so excited! And I just can't hide it! Sorry, almost burst into a spontaneous song and dance scene there. Shew, that was close. But seriously! 189! That's just 29 pounds away from the very topmost echelons of my ideal weight! I am now basically just 30 pounds over weight! Holy crap! I can't believe it. It's good to see that all my hard work ain't been in vain for nuthin'. (If you don't recognize that quote-you're dead to me.) And I passed my belt test in tae kwon do, I am now a yellow belt! One more step on my way to becoming a rock hard killing machine. You think I'm joking.
I met Jason last night. I really didn't think there was any spark, but he's fun, and we'll be friends. Don't cry for me, as I said some posts back, I'm really not worried about dating right now. And that must be true, cause I went to dinner (not a date, just as friends-I even paid for my self, and it was Whataburger) with Jared the other night, and I really didn't feel a spark for him either. Maybe I've broken myself! If I had my own place, I would think the time was right to start picking up stray cats and buy a big fuzzy robe for myself. Although I'm not all the way broken; last night I dreamed my very own episode of Supernatural, and SEXILICIOUS Jensen Ackles was in it. Even Jared Padilecki was sexy in my dream, and in part of it he was wearing like an old-fashioned navy outfit thing that was navy blue with the bell bottom pants and a very tight t-shirt that was way hot. So, maybe I am just subverting my sexual desires away from real men to imaginary men that I can never have. Yeah, that seems healthy.