cranky old lady random rantings

I've been cranky today for no good reason. The irony is that I slept for approximately 5 1/2 hours in the middle of the day. I should be on top of the world.

I don't know what to do about Ethan. He wants to come back next year really bad. If I get married in the middle of the school year, I would rather him stay up there so he doesn't have to switch schools a bunch of times. Also, in the selfish bitch category: well, he's doing really really well up there and my life's a whole hell of a lot easier. This is one of the many reasons I am a terrible person.

My contacts keep drying out. I need new ones, but can't really afford them.

I wish people would update their blogs more often.

I like Little Debbie Cosmic Brownies. But I think I like them more in potentia than in reality.

I'm getting sick of having a gecko. I've been seriously considering letting him go in the back yard. I don't do it because I think he would get eaten.

I want to get married dammit. I wish Lawrence would hurry the fuck up and propose.

I'm sick and fucking tired of dieting. Maybe I should just resign myself to eternal chubbiness. One thing's for certain; if I ever do lose all the weight, I'm bombing the mother fuckin Slim Fast factory.

Sometimes I get tired of being Mormon. I get sick of having to work hard and strive and always do the right thing when everyone else in the world is coasting along doing whatever the hell pops into their little brains. It doesn't seem fair sometimes.

I'm sick and tired of having to go to work all the damn time. Who thought up this crappy system anyway?!?

I don't like studying. I like knowing things, but I hate studying, so I wish somebody would get off their duff and invent a brain jack so I can just plug in and download information into my brain already. What's the hold up on that?

I used to learn a lot more quickly when I was young. Getting old sucks. Even if you don't look it. I also think I might be getting arthritis.

I'm going (back) to bed.