turn of events

Today I feel a little better. Yesterday, I decided to shoot off a little email to Jared about how rude it is of him to avoid me by not answering my text and IM, and even if he doesn't want to go out with me anymore I thought we got along well enough that we could stay friends, unless all he wanted from girls is sex, and so on and so forth. It was just a few sentences, not long at all. I started feeling somewhat better about things around midday today, and then in the evening when I went online, a box immediately pops up with Jared saying he's not avoiding me, and he didn't get a text from me and he's been working really long hours the last couple of weeks. I questioned him on this for a little while (cause I'm not sure I believe that he didn't get my text or IM), and finally told him, "ok, I guess I forgive you then." He said, "psh." Dunno what that means, exactly, but after that we were chatting and having a pretty good time for a while, until my home teacher showed up. I'm glad. I was really bothered by the idea that either I'm so reprehensible he wanted to completely avoid me, or he's such an ass he wanted to avoid me completely. Both of those were quite unsatisfactory. And no, this doesn't mean I'm planning on making out with him anymore, but I am planning on staying friends with him. Friends are good to have. (Hey-I didn't mean it like that! Don't be so dirty!) And sometimes our prayers are answered according to what we're feeling, and I was really upset, so that could explain the negative answer I got. But I gots a plan, I'm not praying about him anymore until either he's proven to be something more than what he's been acting like, or I have a pretty good idea of what the answer's gonna be anyway. God's most likely sick of me bugging him about men, so I'll give him a break for a while. I'm gonna stop worrying about it and go with the flow, I think.